just not me. What's wrong with me. When did I get to be such a baby? When did I get to be the girl that depends on a guy?

t to be with him, hug him, and cry on him in hopes that he could see what I feel without me having to say it out loud. I could never explain myself. Its

can't handle being this involved with a person, it just breaks me down. I've increased my bitch rating little by little, day by day. And now I just wan

I hate that I put up walls when I realize what Juston means to me. I don't mean to push him away, I'm terrified for the day that when I push he walks. I

ton having a job all that sort of jazz. Especially having a family. I just don't get way it can't just work out.

fish bastard. So wouldn't you think that I'd get what I want. Like having Juston have support, Juston having a place to live, Juston going to school, Jus

I wish things worked out the way I wanted. All I ever want is to be happy, and to achieve that other people being happy works. It's not like I'm some sel